kill, 1998 — any pronouns, 🇵🇭 🇺🇸

welcome 2 my twisted mind (mostly shitposts and gay ikemen)

Please be 18+ to follow and 21+ to interact. CW for occasional dark content (violence, toxic ships, brocon/siscon, age gap etc) not endorsed IRL. FUB free; please block if uncomfy!

⚠️ I run redblock to avoid antis/bigots/etc—if you think you’ve been caught on accident, feel free to send your @ to my retrospring!

stu-u-uck in limbo (here we go)

absinthe drip you son of a bitch idiot. with a bed of oysters no less! fibromyalgia haver.

— — — (some) random media I like

Feast for a King, Infinity Train, Magic Funhouse
Sadistic Beauty Side Story B, Alien Stage
Hunter x Hunter, The Summer Hikaru Died, Kuragehime, Color Recipe, Happy Sugar Life, Trigun, Hellsing, Kekkai Sensen, SI WIXOSS
Twilight Princess, Skyward Sword, Elden Ring, Bloodborne, Fallout, Bioshock, Arkham Origins
Nightcrawler, AI: Artificial Intelligence, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Coraline, Oldboy
Bat Boy, Repo! The Genetic Opera, Great Comet, Women on the Verge, Falsettos, Twisted
90s era The Cardigans, Glass Animals
Haunted, The Veldt, I unironically liked the Twilight saga but for the wrong reasons

from about:
I’m not from California but used to be a Californian (against my will) (FUCK California all my homies hate California). I’m safe in NYC (NOT Manhattan) now though salamat sa dios

I’m allergic to social media/fandom so when I’m not doing OC stuff I’m out there doing like interior design or comparing the flavour of differently sourced salmon or some shit 😭

before you follow

I block freely to curate my feeds and may not follow back depending on what someone posts. My IDOLKILLING accs are OC-focused so I’ll mainly follow other OC accs (both SFW and R-18G), but feel free to interact! 🙇

— — — however, don’t interact if you:

are under 21 (18-20 can follow me but you guys are so small I’m sorry LMAOOO)
are pro-crypto, NFT, or AI-art 🤢
support RPS/RPF (real person shipping/fiction)
support harassment over shipping; noncon/lolisho/incest fiction ≠ real crimes 🤷 if it’s not hate art (racist, queerphobic, etc) or RPS just block and move on fr
openly support media/creators that are bigoted/abusive (AoT, JKR, etc)

In the end my acc is public, so I can’t truly control who engages with it, but just wanted to make clear my stances ✌️ It should go without saying that if I draw/write about crime or taboo I don’t endorse it IRL, and I’m against discrimination based on race, religion, gender, body type, etc.

As mentioned on the homepage, I use mass-block; if you think you’ve been caught in the crossfire, feel free to send your @ to my retrospring (won’t publish the ask)!

¿quieres?

wip page but if you run or are in an RP group and want me to check it out, feel free to @ or DM me 👀 Same if you’re interested in having your OCs interact with mine! [[[GRIPS]]]

PAGE UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!!

i’m sorry the OC list is a work in progress so far ^_T !!! i have adhd bro i’m saur bad at writing out all the infos

below are links to the existent finished pages or visuals + corresponding emojis of OCs I post often on my socials!

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original characters

Funny little guys you may or may not see on my socials. The info here may seem inconsistent w/ things I post (like age or species); I have a lot of AUs for my OCs and I often post out of context 😅 Consider these the default snapshots/main infos! Also noting almost all of them are Asian 🙇

They’re organised into categories based on archetype 🫡

— — — tumblr sexymen

finely curated off the top shelf… aged to perfection 😏

Xero / Ouroboros / Flamel / Noct / etc

Evening

— — — daddy doms, dilfs, & more beef

men who are sexy but not sexymen

Dimitri

Mortis

Agt. Kamikaze

— — — dogs and/or anime protagonists

unhinged category names. some of the dogs (Velo) are not good boys, but they are dogs nonetheless

Key Lime

Junta

Velocity

— — — femdom (expanded)

catgirls, power lolis, insane femboys, and MILFs

Lillie

Verrine

— — — tormented edgelords

twisted fucking cycle paths and other weird goth people…

Reis

Tarou

Aster

— — — just some guys & wet pathetic men

normal dudes just standing there… for the most part

Lucien

Navid

I have more OCs than the ones listed, so I might add and subtract from this list as needed to reflect which characters I’m into at a time or have a heavy presence on my socials :] But thanks for checking them out!

Ankita

Cherry

Spectre

Fatale

XERO SHRINE…

i’m obsessed with this fucking guy. one xero per month every month since 2013 and counting. 2023 is the 10 year xero calendar anniversary i’m so excited 🥺

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original characters / tumblr sexymen

My oldest active OC (2010!); I’ve been Xeropilled for over a decade and I won’t be cured anytime soon… They’ve gotten me through some tough times fr. My mascot ikemen lolicon servant catgirl of the abyss… Xero Ouroboros Nikolas Flamel Shi Nocturne Lacrimosa…

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Xero / Ouroboros / Flamel / Nocturne, etc…

An amorphous mass of meat that enjoys romance, philosophy, and playing house as a person. Immortal sadomasochist with an enigmatic charm; casually indulgent and highly adaptable. Enjoys unravelling mysteries and difficult people.

East Asian
??? Entity
30s
height varies (185 CM)
non-binary
any pronouns

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Zion Aguilar ｜ part-time soulmates, full-time ???
@ramsauced

A man bent on tempting fate, seeped in vice. Xero can be his business partner, confidante, emergency contact—sometimes the warm body in his bed at night, wrapped in his clothes. So what if they’re not in love? He makes them hungry.

Dimitri Andreyevich Noskov ｜ the sun; hopelessly caught in your orbit
© me

For certain reasons, Xero has a lot of soulmates… Dima’s their most notable one if you followed me before aha. The two are foils; someone perfectly human and another inhumanly perfect. A turbulent, unyielding romance.

Minkyu Han / Apfel ｜ lover, colleague, nuisance
@mihlen_

A mage and info broker that’s equal parts flamboyant and elusive. One of Xero’s soulmates; the two of them are an old married couple—the annoying kind. Their relationship had a deranged start.

Alexei Usachenko ｜ we’ll have a blue room, for two room ♥️
@mihlen_

The darling Alice to their Jabberwock, the pure white rabbit they pursue like a dogged fox. The nightsong loves the prince of Wonderland more than life itself. Their first soulmate—difficult, lovely, demanding, theirs.

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Daiex Iarstil ｜ colleague, catboy
@erectroswing

A bitter and spiteful witch Xero often finds themselves working alongside. The two often have a complicated relationship, with Daiex being capricious—but Xero’s patient, so they tend to be close. They both have a… connection.

Iori and Yoru ｜ partners in crime and the poor scapegoat
@erectroswing

A pair of siblings Xero has a convoluted history with. They’re close with Iori, bonding over a uniquely shared knowledge of 「something」. Yoru’s the poor wet man that unfortunately takes collateral for the other two’s schemes…

original characters / dogs

JUNTA!!! MY BABIEST BOY!!! [HE IS 2 METRES TALL AND OVER 300 LB] A very dear OC of mine, I just find him so cute 🥹 I love big boys that are both soft and feral

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Junta Palomero

Fearless, outgoing, a little too smart to be a himbo. Gangster with a heart of gold, but don’t get on his bad side—his fangs are sharp and he knows how to use that muscle. Very gay, very into sweets, very secure in his masculinity. Sometimes is a werewolf or otherwise not human.

Latino & Japanese
Human / Werewolf
Teens to 50s
196-213 CM (6’5”-7’0”)
non-binary
he/they

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Mirac Tran ｜ best friends to bitter enemies to it’s complicated to lovers?
@mihlen_

My token yaoi couple… They cover some of those toxic BL tropes LMAO Besties until Mirac betrays Junta for his own sadistic pleasure, brutally torturing him. Junta gets revenge and they make up though it’s a long story. They’re married.

Cataline “Catty” Situ ｜ the voice of reason; girls’ night!
@erectroswing

Another one of Junta’s best friends—one of the only people to stay by his side after Mirac’s brotrayal. While judging and abrasive, Catty’s always been loyal and guiding to Junta and he just wants to scoop her up and spin her :(

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original characters / catgirls, power lolis

her and Kee are my favourite girl OCs… they’re special to me because—while not at all self-inserts—they were inspired by my own dissociative experiences long, long before I even realised I had OSDD aha

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Lillie Parilla

Originally born “Bitter Lemon,” this beautiful girl lives up to her namesake—she’s petty, vindictive, and demanding, with a sadistic streak and penchant for not communicating. Secretly a lonely person, yearning for storybook love.

Filipino
Magical Girl (?)
Early 20s
160 CM (5’3”)
trans woman
she/her

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Key Lime ｜ i hope it hurt when you fell from heaven
© me

Lillie is Kee’s mirror image. She resents her ‘sister’ for being the one with the ‘real’ life, bumbling around blind while Lillie had to bite her tongue to avoid spoiling the surprise. Well, it’s taken care of… with consequences. Shit.

Oswald Aparicio ｜ roach. digusting. garbage
@erectroswing

The gamer incel magical boy Lillie lives and works with. He has a similar predicament as her, and they have a surprising amount in common. They’re compatible, which she hates. Oswald’s a cringe freak idiot stupid die die die!!!

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original characters / mr. bitches…

I MAY BE THE WHITE MAN’S WHORE… My second oldest active OC (2011!) after Xero & one of my most beloved. A lot of love went into his character (combining many media faves www) & he just sparks joy

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Dimitri Andreyevich Noskov

Dangerously alluring, charismatic prodigy. Repelled by stagnation, he insatiably strives to better himself, often finding prestige on the way. But under the guise of unruffled, cosmopolitan genius lies a neurotic, judgmental perfectionist—whether he can keep himself in check decides if he’s a well-adjusted altruist or violent egomaniac.

Russian
Human
Teens to 30s
190 CM (6’3”)
male
he/him

his hair is strawberry blonde, not red or brown
he was born and raised in Russia, though usually grows up to travel around the world; he hates America and England but will speak English for convenience (grudgingly)
he can be either cis or trans; I draw him as both so feel free to inrepret him either way
in modern day AUs he’s very [head in hands] about the state of Russia… I’m sorry Dimitri… Justice for Ukraine…

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Xero ｜ if i’m a star, you’re the galactic central point
© me

Dimitri rejects Xero every time they ask to marry him because he wants to hear them propose again and again and again. Gravity is inevitable. Even if you learn to defy it, it still exists. (He is so annoyed by them; of course it’s forever.)

Minkyu Han / Apfel ｜ anything you do is too cute; i have cute aggression
@mihlen_

An affinity for the most annoying masochists is his THING, but Minkyu is even worse than Xero—but not. Time and time again he finds himself endeared. Just something pathetic about it that makes you want to dig your fingers in.

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original characters / anime protag dogs

Creator thoughts about the OC here…

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Key Lime / Kee Parilla

A ‘baby on the brink,’ Kee is a benevolent, anxious, and demure young woman that constantly finds herself in absurd, chaotic, and criminal shenanigans that serve to push her patience and goodwill to the limit. An angel to bear the weight of others’ sins.

Southeast Asian (PH)
Magical Girl / “Angel” (?)
Early 20s
160 CM (5’3”)
trans/intersex girl
she/her

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Lillie ｜ if good girls go to heaven, you can be the most pathetic angel
© me

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Reis Cordis ｜ relationship
© me

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Demari Nocenti ｜ relationship
@mihlen_

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original characters / tumblr sexymen

Creator thoughts about the OC here…

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Dr. Evening Threnody

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Japanese
God-ish
40s
193 CM (6’4”)
??? gender :)
any pronouns

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Sachiel ｜ relationship
@mihlen_

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Adamant, Lilith, & Lucifer ｜ relationship
@mihlen_, @erectroswing, & me

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original characters / seinen protag dog

Feral coyote type dogboy… Velo was conceived in 2021 when I decided to make a new OC inspired by all my character/design biases at the time LMAO He quickly became a fave & refreshing member of my cast :’)

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Velocity

Based on the Tipsy Arakita video, Velo’s a rat whose smart mouth and callous demeanour often lands him in crazy situations. Headstrong and contrary, he often antagonises people—either due to petty grudges or just because that’s how he displays affection.

Latino/Southeast Asian
Undead
25-35
185 CM (6’1”)
trans man
he/him

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Chinasa Hayashi ｜ best friends forever :)
@mihlen_

He met the archaeologist as a kid way back while pilfering holy ground (for a JOB!). Chinasa decided to set Velo straight from there, and each time the kid got his shit rocked, he came back stronger. They ended up close over the years.

Lecia ｜ Jesus, calm down, hag
@erectroswing

The lolibaba mad scientist that reanimated Velo’s corpse. Supplies lodging and disposable income in exchange for Velo completing tasks of varying peril for her (not that he has a choice since she can de-animate him any time…).

Metry ｜ little shit
@erectroswing

An AI “assistant” given to Velo by Lecia to help on more perilous missions and monitor his body for research. They’re a nuisance and smartass, but Velo guesses they’re useful when his heart stops and he needs a jump-start.

Melost Namiyama ｜ what’s on the scedule today, old man?
@mihlen_

Some bureaucrat from the public safety division that fucked up Velo’s beloved car. Who cares if it was an accident during a criminal emergency, that bastard is paying for Jessica’s new paint! Velo menaces Melost perpetually as revenge.

Dr. E Threnody ｜ oh great, it’s dr. molester…
@ me

One of the only people that makes Velo nervous, but damn does he fuck like a tarantula hawk… Eve has a “scientific interest” in Velo’s unique constitution and studies him for public safety, but does he have to make it so rapey?!

Niro Alvarenga ｜ watch out, baldy, or your face is gonna get more wrinkles
@ramsauced

Another public safety officer Velo sees fit to torment, though with no particular reason this time. He just thinks it’s funny. Despite it all, the two work well together and even coparent a lizard named Franky, but aren’t the other’s type.

Demari Nocenti ｜ brat, it’s like you’ve got a death wish
@mihlen_

Velo met this scrawny smartass in prison. Somehow, Nocenti’s a prolific drug lord at only 19, but he ain’t bright enough to not bitch off at the bigger inmates, so Velo guesses it’s his job to make sure the kid doesn’t get fucked and killed.

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original characters / part edgelord part sexyman

They go way back to 2013—an on-and-off fave for some years, esp when I was in college studying human physiology 😂 Used to be called ‘Vivie Circuit,’ an alias that nods to them being a cyborg vivisectionist, but nowadays I just refer to them by their actual name.